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You're the biggest hypocrite I've ever met in my life. You always tell people that you're not a liar when all you've done is lie to my face and to the faces of people you claim to care about. You never loved me, you never gave a fuck. I was a good thing to waste some time on, a good experience, and you threw it away in a heartbeat. You take advantage of my affection for you in ways unimaginable to me previously and you don't care. I've said all of this to your face, but since you seem to peruse missed connections like you get paid for it, maybe writing it to you will get it through your hollow head. Your idiocy in this situation blows me away; I can't even stand to look you in the eyes anymore. Every second of eye contact with you, every kiss, every touch on my skin has been a fucking lie and I ate all of it up like it was the last meal I'd ever have. You played me for a fool, but no more. This love went bad a long time ago, I should've ran when my gut told me to do so. I gave it a second chance...and a third...and a fourth, even though my gut instinct was to run as far away from you as possible. I really hope you're starting fresh and being honest for once in your life, instead of using another girl so that you're not so lonely anymore. Keep moving on to new girls, falling back on your old heartbreaks when you get scared, see how far that's going to get you. I can't wait for you to completely disappear from my life. I can't wait until the day comes when I never have to see your face anymore. You're a scoundrel, a cheat, a cur. I cannot believe you're acting this way - I know for a damn fact that your parents raised you to be so much more than this. I still love you and it hurts every day to know how much you've lied. It hurts to know that you've lied to everyone around you, backing yourself into some corner that you're too scared to get out of. I thought you were mature. I thought you had an ounce of self-respect, but you really have no idea who you are. You don't know what you're doing with your life and it's really depressing to watch. I hope she knows that your explanation for dating her was that it would be a relationship easily discarded, someone you could easily throw away like tomorrow's trash. Because that's what you told me, unless you lied to me about that, too. I hope you tell her you love her and you look her in the eyes when you say it; I hope she doesn't feel the butterflies I felt the first time I heard you say it to me. I hope you drunkenly tell her that you're falling in love with her, only to take it back months later and say that you "thought" you were and must've been wrong. I hope she knows how passionate we are when we make love, how jus recently you told me that you still love me, that you miss me. I hope you tell her that you love her, but you'll never be in love with her, because you're a fucking coward. That's what all of this boils down to - you're just a fucking coward and you hide behind your "manliness" and weapons and tools, you give the façade that you're confident. You're just a fucking boy. I thought I'd finally found a man. How incredibly wrong I was. I said I'd always be there for you and I meant it; now I'm not so sure you're worth it. I'm not sure you've ever deserved that much. I honestly don't think you've ever had anyone care for you as genuinely as I did, to no avail. You won't find that for a very long time; genuine compassion, someone who actually loves you and accepts you for all your faults and fuck ups. I saw past all that, I thought, but it turns out all I was seeing was the person you were pretending to be. Now I'm seeing the real you...and I still fucking love you. I don't know why. But I won't let you take advantage of me anymore, I won't let you take this for granted anymore. I'll never get a sincere apology or explanation from you, I know this, but all I want is some closure. Stop being so scared. It's time to be a man. Say something meaningful to someone, not just empty promises, because that's all you've EVER given me. |