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Palo Alto, Early morning fun 5am-11? Newark male seeks chocolate female for fun. Lonely wife wants sex to my best friend
I wish I knew what has become of you, not knowing if you have succumbed to your disease by now or are still alive. We first met a few years ago via a mutual friend. At the time, you were dating a guy, and I had no girlfriend, yet circumstances mandated we become friends. You were exactly what I needed to make my life worthwhile again. Gradually, we began to see more of each other after you moved into a friend's house. Often when I came over to hang out you'd come out of your room to say hello and offer a few laughs, then vanish. Later, I needed relationship advice and turned to you, and not once did I question that decision. You were honest, open, and most of all, compassionate and empathic to my feelings. In time, it was I who offered advice to you but, as luck would have it, you had already made up your mind and didn't need it. I was honored you respected my opinions. As we became better acquainted, we started going out to more places together...shopping, lunch, dinner, or just taking little trips to places for no reason, save for the enjoyment of each other's company. At times we'd just sit on the couch and talk about anything. It didn't matter what topic; I just liked hearing the sound of your voice. What made us great friends was that there was never any romantic feelings between us, and we knew that we could always depend upon the other. I took you to the , holding your hand by your bedside. You secretly told me you had gotten married before telling the rest of your family, as you knew they would disown you. I was always by your side, in good times and bad, loyal to the end. There was nothing I wouldn't do for you. Earlier this year you received devastating news: your had begun to spread and you were given by year's end to live. And that time is now. If I had but one Christmas wish, it would be to hear your sweet voice one more time. The holiday seems meaningless without the love of a friend. By mid-summer as you became sicker, you had cut off all to me, changing , and other forms of communication, leaving me with no way to contact you. I can only hope you did this to spare me the sadness and heartache of what you were going through, watching you wither away from the vibrant lady I had come to know and love. But even in sadness, friendship offers the love and to give you and comfort to get by for one more day. In my life, I have had many friends; some I have known for decades, some I have just met. But of all of them, I can honestly say, you are the best. No one even comes close to your standard. If there was one person in my life I would want to be proud of me, it's you. You, who are my best friend, a woman of remarkable courage, love, and loyalty, are likely gone forever. And without hearing me tell you, once more, that I will always love you with all my heart. Our time together was brief, but it was the happiest time of my life. Now, for the first time in years, I feel empty. I never knew how lost and alone I could feel without you in my life. Whenever I look up at the night sky, as we used to, every twinkling star will remind me of your soulful eyes, and the hopes we had for the future. A friend like you only shines once in a lifetime. I shall not look upon your like again. |